Once and always, what we do to cope,
sheltered from our fears, we cannot forever hide behind hope.
Eventually it cannot take the strain,
cannot bear the bitter sweet lies,
why do i need this disguise?
Broken into a million tiny pieces, until theres nothing left anymore,
empty.
Alone.
Shattered like a broken mirror on a stone cold floor,
such familiariies open the over familiar door.
Yet who will pick the pieces up from of the floor?
Once and always, perfections picture was re-painted,
although i sometimes wonder if my soul and front should be better aquainted.
Hope may be plan A,
but i need a plan B,
sadly such wantings are f
The once enchanting rain,
is heavy on my heart as I drown in the bitter cold alone.
I hoped we would never part.
But are your intentions pure?
I carelessly forgot my umbrella
I cannot predict the weather as I cannot predict your love.
Once was the sun,
Now the storm in this preposterous weather
I wonder are your intentions pure?
With you as the tiny droplets touched my lips,
I shivered with delight.
Now I quiver with fright,
Fright of losing you,
losing me.
Forever never understanding just wanting to touch you once more
Are you the only one with which this pleasure I can adore?
I try to remember days are rainy and days are bri
My dreams i cannot control by kpnut1987, literature
Literature
My dreams i cannot control
You can only delve so deep before you begin to uncontrolably drownd,
caught up in a net of all the lies and fears youve found.
Bitterly choking on your love,
reality trying to show real hate,
dreams of bliss are replaced with nightmares of your face.
All to knowingly smug,
lacking so much grace.
Gaze so sharp it could instantly freeze the soul,
reality is clear but my dreams i cannot control.
Talk to me of stars over bodies intertwined,
sing to me of dreams and true love undefined.
Whisper sweet promises of happiness,
Under this heavenly blanket our arms caress.
Touch me like the wind gently dancing on my soul,
always flowing in endless fantasies my mind loses control.
Promise me the world over and over again,
blissfully together kissing and dancing in the rain.
Hold me here forever at least until we wake,
cause for tonight at least my heart is yours to take.
Lost in the world,
little hope or connection,
dreaming fate will push us in the right direction.
Praying for that so far away.
So, mysterious,
uncertain,
riviting,
fluttering hope building inside.
So close yet so far.
There in my heart as i imagine you to be.
But...
does fate flutter your heart in the direction of me?
So many,
hearts,
souls dying to be loved.
Is it all maped out by angels far above?
Follow that mysterious star.
take a chance on love.
Faint, distant hearts may be brought together,
destined to be that way forever.
Dont walk away from fate.
Follow signs of the heart.
It may seem...
silly,
naive,
crazy e
Mr moon you make me smile,
your bright ray of light,
shines on my heart thoughout the night.
Full of hope and aspiration,
so straight forward wheres the temptation?
The sun burns hope,
but breads passion,
when did love become a competiton of fashion?
The moon may glow,
but the sun continues burning my heart like a dying flame,
once blinded by the sun its never the same.
Although the bright moon may ease the pain.
The sun may set, but like clockwork stil rises in the morning,
it's the sun i long for but the moon i'm adoring.
Perfectly delicate, fluffy and free,
wonders aimlessly.
Longing to be held,
If neglected pours its heart upon the world.
some float together others sadly apart,
is yours as light and dreamy as my heart?
Can float away into a million pieces, forever lost,
poof! is the beauty along with the love,
treat my heart delicatly as you would the beautiful clouds above.
Who do you think of when the lights go down?
Who makes you smile? when your so glum all you do is frown.
who is always there through rain and shine?
who would come to your rescue, no matter what the time?
who would hold you in their arms, comfort you, tell everything will be okay?
who is their for you, hugging you, loving you at the start of each day?
Who grabs your heart, regardless of heartache?
Who is that person? any risk for which you would take.
Who do you dream of regardless of reality and pain?
Who do you love so much? you would blindly forgive over and over again.
Who makes your heart skip a beat with the glance of a smile?
Once and always, what we do to cope,
sheltered from our fears, we cannot forever hide behind hope.
Eventually it cannot take the strain,
cannot bear the bitter sweet lies,
why do i need this disguise?
Broken into a million tiny pieces, until theres nothing left anymore,
empty.
Alone.
Shattered like a broken mirror on a stone cold floor,
such familiariies open the over familiar door.
Yet who will pick the pieces up from of the floor?
Once and always, perfections picture was re-painted,
although i sometimes wonder if my soul and front should be better aquainted.
Hope may be plan A,
but i need a plan B,
sadly such wantings are f
The once enchanting rain,
is heavy on my heart as I drown in the bitter cold alone.
I hoped we would never part.
But are your intentions pure?
I carelessly forgot my umbrella
I cannot predict the weather as I cannot predict your love.
Once was the sun,
Now the storm in this preposterous weather
I wonder are your intentions pure?
With you as the tiny droplets touched my lips,
I shivered with delight.
Now I quiver with fright,
Fright of losing you,
losing me.
Forever never understanding just wanting to touch you once more
Are you the only one with which this pleasure I can adore?
I try to remember days are rainy and days are bri
My dreams i cannot control by kpnut1987, literature
Literature
My dreams i cannot control
You can only delve so deep before you begin to uncontrolably drownd,
caught up in a net of all the lies and fears youve found.
Bitterly choking on your love,
reality trying to show real hate,
dreams of bliss are replaced with nightmares of your face.
All to knowingly smug,
lacking so much grace.
Gaze so sharp it could instantly freeze the soul,
reality is clear but my dreams i cannot control.
Talk to me of stars over bodies intertwined,
sing to me of dreams and true love undefined.
Whisper sweet promises of happiness,
Under this heavenly blanket our arms caress.
Touch me like the wind gently dancing on my soul,
always flowing in endless fantasies my mind loses control.
Promise me the world over and over again,
blissfully together kissing and dancing in the rain.
Hold me here forever at least until we wake,
cause for tonight at least my heart is yours to take.
Lost in the world,
little hope or connection,
dreaming fate will push us in the right direction.
Praying for that so far away.
So, mysterious,
uncertain,
riviting,
fluttering hope building inside.
So close yet so far.
There in my heart as i imagine you to be.
But...
does fate flutter your heart in the direction of me?
So many,
hearts,
souls dying to be loved.
Is it all maped out by angels far above?
Follow that mysterious star.
take a chance on love.
Faint, distant hearts may be brought together,
destined to be that way forever.
Dont walk away from fate.
Follow signs of the heart.
It may seem...
silly,
naive,
crazy e
Mr moon you make me smile,
your bright ray of light,
shines on my heart thoughout the night.
Full of hope and aspiration,
so straight forward wheres the temptation?
The sun burns hope,
but breads passion,
when did love become a competiton of fashion?
The moon may glow,
but the sun continues burning my heart like a dying flame,
once blinded by the sun its never the same.
Although the bright moon may ease the pain.
The sun may set, but like clockwork stil rises in the morning,
it's the sun i long for but the moon i'm adoring.
Perfectly delicate, fluffy and free,
wonders aimlessly.
Longing to be held,
If neglected pours its heart upon the world.
some float together others sadly apart,
is yours as light and dreamy as my heart?
Can float away into a million pieces, forever lost,
poof! is the beauty along with the love,
treat my heart delicatly as you would the beautiful clouds above.
Who do you think of when the lights go down?
Who makes you smile? when your so glum all you do is frown.
who is always there through rain and shine?
who would come to your rescue, no matter what the time?
who would hold you in their arms, comfort you, tell everything will be okay?
who is their for you, hugging you, loving you at the start of each day?
Who grabs your heart, regardless of heartache?
Who is that person? any risk for which you would take.
Who do you dream of regardless of reality and pain?
Who do you love so much? you would blindly forgive over and over again.
Who makes your heart skip a beat with the glance of a smile?
I Look in the mirror
this is what I see
this monster thats staring back at me
howling and growling
vicious and evil
this is what I see
but not was she sees
she sees a man
unlike any other man
a man she loves
a man to her like no other
but still yet I stare at this mirror
seeing the same beast
wondering how what she says could be
but it was that of her eyes
so clear and open
yet my eyes
they were blurred and shut
as much as I denied what she sees
but I could not denie her longing for me
I look in the mirror one last time
with her by my side
I see the reflexion in her eyes
I saw a man
the man she sees
it was me
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Current Residence: halesowen, west midlands deviantWEAR sizing preference: 12 Favourite genre of music: the 80s was gd but also very very bad hehe Favourite cartoon character: spongebob square pants Personal Quote: grooovy :)
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jeffrey fulvimari and gustav klimt
Favourite Movies
benny and joon
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
i like allsorts
Favourite Writers
enid blyton i know its childish but i cant help it :)
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pac man woo!
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